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(If you don't want to read the story just skip to the end)
So..
I woke up today and it was one of those mornings where I wake up and feel like I can't deal with what's ahead of me and I'd rather hide under my blankets than face the day.
But I need my job. badly.
So I forced myself out of bed and pushed through the morning. Usually by the time I've had my cup of coffee at home I've perked up and convinced myself that 'today is gonna be good, today is gonna be different'
but I had my cup of coffee and felt worse
I arrive at the restaurant and proceeded to drink more coffee and felt worse and worse with each cup.
I figured my co-worker's wouldn't notice me being quiet all day but they were really concerned and it made me feel worse(lol)
I was already sad just because I was having a depression spell(or w/e) and then I got even sadder cause now I was making my co-workers worry. When they asked what was wrong I shrugged and walked away and they didn't really press me on it. I'm glad they didn't cause I would've cried if I had to say anything.
How was I going to explain to them that I woke up depressed and couldn't convince myself to feel any better?
I stayed quiet and my sadness got waaayyy worse as the day progressed at the restaurant. It got so bad that I couldn't bring myself to smile around the customers, which normally I can do. I've cried in the kitchen, wiped my face and went out all cheery to the customers so I wouldn't get in trouble at work before but I couldn't do it, everytime I talked I could hear my voice breaking at the end.
even the customers were trying to make me feel better. Telling me to take a break in the back and treat myself today and crap.
it was really nice, honestly but didn't really make me feel better. it made me feel worse cause now I was worrying the customers and god knows if they'd go to my manager and start blaming him for my state.
anyways, nightcrew(which was comprised of kids that I trained) started to come in and then everyone started hugging me and asking what was wrong. I just shrugged and walked away like usual but they stopped me and started to tell me that they didn't want to see me upset because I meant so much to them.
They said that they were terrified of this job and didn't think theyd make it but I was so nice when I trained them and even after they finished trainin they were too scared to talk to anyone else cause they didn't want to look like idiots to the other workers, and asking the manager a question was like asking to hold hands with Death, so they always came to me for questions. and when they went home and then had to come in again for another day they wanted me to e there because I made the job fun and less stressful. And when it came to sidework at the end of the night instead of yelling at them to do it and what they did wrong I explained it to them and showed them how to do it. And when they would ask questions about putting in orders I would always say, "you had it. you didn't need to ask me a question." and apparently they called me, "mom" at work because I was like a supportive mother to them at work
I always thought it was cause I was older than them lol.
anyways. I was having a rough day and all I wanted to do was get home and hide away but then nightcrew came in a turned it around for me.
I didn't know that I meant so much to people ;_;
I understand the bond of friendship
but they told me that they wouldn't have it made it this far without ME
and it really opened my eyes today
so thankyou to all of my watchers and friends online bacuase without YOU GUYS I wouldn't have made it this far C:
thank youu
because i can by Rainfire02
because i can
I freaking love these guys
they the oldest characters(besides rainfire) ive had
and they've developed and changed drastically along the way
but this is probably the original designs I had in store for them. Adam I think is the only one who has changed a tad bit and that's his skin tone. he's just a tad darker. leo is a pale, pasty motherfucker and sally is just perfect lol
my trio babus
also...FUCK HANDS AUGH
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Pen/marker challenge by Rainfire02
Pen/marker challenge
I was tagged to do this
but drawing with pens are my specialty!! muwahahaha!!!
lol I was going to upload a really gay page. like..literally an entire page devoted to my gay/bi characters being freaking adoreable with eachother. but I didn't want to upset people and plus there were some pencil sketches on it too so I figured I do another page.
ive got the sketchiest of sketches on this page and flat out doodles
I think in the challenge were spose to show our hand-writing too and wel...I did that lol
enjoy! I wont tag cause no one is really active here anyways.
if you wanna do it though go ahead and do it!!
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Birthday Guilt by Rainfire02
Birthday Guilt
Ladies and gents
I present to you
...
ugh this is so embarrassing..
my sortofnotreallydiary
please excuse the crumminess to. again these are all doodles that were never intended to be seen by others

there's no one I can really talk to about stuff. Don't get me wrong, I love you guys, you're always so wonderful to me..but there's just some stuff that you can't share y'know?
Well when I do have things that upset me I draw it out like it's a conversation with my characters, most of the time Rain, but yea..
anyways I diddled this up the other night and thought I would feel better actually sharing it.
So since my grandma's death(on my b-day) my birthday has kinda been ruined. She died on my 13th birthday, and then on my 14th birthday my grandfather did nothing but mope and remind us about her death. didn't even toast to me or nothing. just toasted to her. I understand it was his wife and that he missed her a lot..but seriously dude? way to make me feel like a big piece of shit. you could've ATLEAST said happy birthday to me. And its not like that was the ONLY year he did that. He did it EVERY year! I would've gotten over it if  it had been one year he devoted it to my grandma.
To me that day just felt like it was all made out for her death. The dinner my mother prepared was for her. the cake she bought was for her. the wine was for her. it didn't feel like a day that was celebrating me anymore. it felt like a day to be remorseful about her. no one even said anything either. he started it with, "its been 1 whole year since Nanny's death" and BAM total silence all night..well.. except for the toast he gave to her.

and then my uncle died 2 days after my birthday which isnt as bad. but I know whats coming. my mom, sister and I are going back to Arlington national cemetery to spend my birthday at his grave.

and then there was the one year I upset Brynn cause I teased her about not remembering my birthday. But what she didn't know was that I cried all night because my day wasn't mine to my family. and I thought hearing, "Happy birthday" from my friends would feel better because from their point of view it was my day. but she forgot and it made me feel even more insignificant]

not to mention my ghost of a father sends me flowers and a card every year too, making me feel even worse.

I dunno maybe im just being a big whiny baby. if I am can someone please smack me and tell me to grow up

it just kind of really hurts when that one day that is supposed to be all about you, is all about people you loved who are dead
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I ordered a tablet pen! :D
it should hopefully be here next week!
now if only my desktop computer would connect to the internet >_>
I mean...im pretty sure that the tablet will work fine on my tablet-err...surface pro(lol). but whenever im typing ondA or anywhere else online it's superslow..
like when I was typing the description for that trio pic I just uploaded it took me nearly 45 min to get it all typed up because it was lagging so hard.
oh well
can't win them all I guess
(If you don't want to read the story just skip to the end)
So..
I woke up today and it was one of those mornings where I wake up and feel like I can't deal with what's ahead of me and I'd rather hide under my blankets than face the day.
But I need my job. badly.
So I forced myself out of bed and pushed through the morning. Usually by the time I've had my cup of coffee at home I've perked up and convinced myself that 'today is gonna be good, today is gonna be different'
but I had my cup of coffee and felt worse
I arrive at the restaurant and proceeded to drink more coffee and felt worse and worse with each cup.
I figured my co-worker's wouldn't notice me being quiet all day but they were really concerned and it made me feel worse(lol)
I was already sad just because I was having a depression spell(or w/e) and then I got even sadder cause now I was making my co-workers worry. When they asked what was wrong I shrugged and walked away and they didn't really press me on it. I'm glad they didn't cause I would've cried if I had to say anything.
How was I going to explain to them that I woke up depressed and couldn't convince myself to feel any better?
I stayed quiet and my sadness got waaayyy worse as the day progressed at the restaurant. It got so bad that I couldn't bring myself to smile around the customers, which normally I can do. I've cried in the kitchen, wiped my face and went out all cheery to the customers so I wouldn't get in trouble at work before but I couldn't do it, everytime I talked I could hear my voice breaking at the end.
even the customers were trying to make me feel better. Telling me to take a break in the back and treat myself today and crap.
it was really nice, honestly but didn't really make me feel better. it made me feel worse cause now I was worrying the customers and god knows if they'd go to my manager and start blaming him for my state.
anyways, nightcrew(which was comprised of kids that I trained) started to come in and then everyone started hugging me and asking what was wrong. I just shrugged and walked away like usual but they stopped me and started to tell me that they didn't want to see me upset because I meant so much to them.
They said that they were terrified of this job and didn't think theyd make it but I was so nice when I trained them and even after they finished trainin they were too scared to talk to anyone else cause they didn't want to look like idiots to the other workers, and asking the manager a question was like asking to hold hands with Death, so they always came to me for questions. and when they went home and then had to come in again for another day they wanted me to e there because I made the job fun and less stressful. And when it came to sidework at the end of the night instead of yelling at them to do it and what they did wrong I explained it to them and showed them how to do it. And when they would ask questions about putting in orders I would always say, "you had it. you didn't need to ask me a question." and apparently they called me, "mom" at work because I was like a supportive mother to them at work
I always thought it was cause I was older than them lol.
anyways. I was having a rough day and all I wanted to do was get home and hide away but then nightcrew came in a turned it around for me.
I didn't know that I meant so much to people ;_;
I understand the bond of friendship
but they told me that they wouldn't have it made it this far without ME
and it really opened my eyes today
so thankyou to all of my watchers and friends online bacuase without YOU GUYS I wouldn't have made it this far C:
thank youu

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:bulletpurple: Jess(w/ 2 ss' is the ginger)
:bulletorange: Jes(w/ 1 s is the one i swim with)
~Starclan's messenger~

You work with me you're set,
You fuck with me you die.

Me: HA! THAT CATS A PUSSY!

Me: You wanna know what I think? I thin-
Mom: No we don't
Me: D:
Brynn/Derek/Shannon: Lol

Me:*7 AM summer of 10, texting buddies, waiting for swimming practice to start*
text: Hey, u awake?
Nathan replies: How did you know I like tea?
I sned: what?!
*3 hours later*
Nathan replies: sorry I was asleep
Me:... ._.

Me: After the 7th day, God made the 8th day, and on that day, God said, 'make me a sammich!'

Bucko: well..thats cuz...your an Emma
Me: Oh great im my own species!

Me: oh ok so its like this?
Girl: How could u! ill never love you!
Guy1: NOOOOOOOOOOO*points to guy2*how could you?!ill never sleep iwth you!
Guy2: NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

Shannon: Hey Emma want the salt?
Me: Yea
Shannon: Go get it

Bucko: *sneeze* i sneezed on the potbrownie...sorry im not used to it
All: lol

Bucko:If you firetruck ride with ANYONE i will kill you
Me:...I thought that was a sex move...

*le gym class of 08(I think)*
Bucko: Hi welcome to second base how may I take your order?
Me: Uhh*pant*can I get a cheeseburger?
Bucko: Oh but we don't serve any REAL food
Me: >:I

Me: Oh! Look at my toes! My lil sister did them!
Girls: awwwww!
Me: She's 14
Girls: oh...

Me: I need another finger*stumbles into bathroom*
Family(& Jess): rofl wtf?

Me:*tears apart empty water bottle*nyam am om nom nom
Shannon:*Snatchs it quickly* would you stop?!
Me: I can't help it! I'm hungry...C'mere Mitten...*giggles*

Jes: Well his-...*looks at lil boy* i can't say it with him here..
Me: then use the word...carrot
Jes:Well then, his carrots need to drop
Me:...i like carrots...the fruit!err- VEGETABLE!

Me: hey! you dumbass! get the fuckoff your phone!!!ARGGG!!
Shamrox: lol!
Mom: The person behind us is on their phone too Emma
Me: HEY YOU! *turns around* GET THE FU-*ducks*oh shit she's black. 0_0

Me: U clean them dishes
Scott: lol yea brb
Me: I want those dishes so clean, I can eat off of them!

Tawnee: I just met this girl and I've already gone through her legs into a small hole!

Me: Aw dude! You should have brought your smore's kit! We could have smoked the-erm...
Becca: what..lol

*le summer of 10*
Jessica and I sitting in hte bathtub naked after running around in sprinklers, calling mommy over for dinner
Me: Mom can we do Divi's for dinner?
Mom: Sure*walks out*
Me: Ok co-
Mom:*Abruptly wakls back in* I have some serious doubts about you two...

Jess: Maybe she's taking a new approach
Me: Nigga shiiitttt shes gay?
Jess: lolno

Me: you need to get home
Bucko: u can wait
Me: No i cant, its like trying to hold in your pee
Bucko: drip drip dip lol nice metophor
Me: U bitch i really gotta pee, BAD

Jimmy: Say the alphabet backwards!!
Me: Z Y X-
Jimmy: NONONO i said BACKWARDS
Me: Jimmy wtf? You're drunk off your skinny ass
Dom: Backforward?

*le 2010 Jess and I are running through sprinklers..again*
Jess:I want a piggy back ride!
Me: Crouches* PROTECT MY BOOBS JESSICA, PROTECT MY BOOBS

*LE 2010 eating dinner with family*
Me:*Sneezes on le bread*oops...
Mom: You better throw that peice away.
Me: Yea yea i will i will
*later*
Grandpa: *Grabs piece i sneezed on*
Me: Pappy wait-...nvmd

*Le 2002*
Jimmy: Hey...Emma I hear your sister screaming something..
*We hop le fence into my backyard, wait outside her window*
Shamrox: 4 6 29 72 58 IS THIS NORMAL? IS THIS NORMAL?!?
All: ...wtf...ROFL

Shamrox: What should her name be?
Me: Ugly Fuck

Shamrox: Do the creep-*BUUURRRPPP*
Me: lol wtf? that wasn't the creep! That was the monster under your bed!
Shamrox: idk what came over me ._.

Dave: Hey Emma you wanna leave early?
Me: wha...uh...a-are you firing me..?

Me: Is this Joe's Pizza?
Employee: Yes
Me: thank god! Do you deliver in Edgewater?
Employee: Yes
Me: THANK GOD!!

Me: Sadfacee
Alex: Sadface = dumb
Me: sadface = me = sexy beast
Alex: Can't argue with that logic

Me: Theres always some dumb bilbo on shows like these!!
Mom:..Bilbo's a hobbit...
Me:I MEAN BIMBO

Ben: silent treatment, not even titties will save you
Me: Shit just got real

The rain's all like: "Hey Emma! Come out and play!"
And I'm all like: "I can't rain, I've got a job now."
Then Rain's all like: "D':"

Mom: What's RedLightGreenLight?
Me:WHAT. you've NEVER played RLGL??
Mom: No..I-
Me: what do you live in a rock?!
Shannon: Emma, the expression is "Do you live UNDER a rock" not IN it!
Me: NONONO Mother doesn't get the privilage in living underneath a rock, and know what goes on under a rock. she deserves to live inside and to never understand what goes on around her!
Mom: Lol wtf

Dom: Whose Mario?
Me: Luigi obviously..oh wait.*smack*

Jimmy:*tosses bottlerocket into campfire*RUSSIAN ROULETTE!

Me: oh~ I'm gonna put my feet on that-nevermind it's too cold and hard
Reed: That's what she said
Me: YUCK! why's it cold??
Reed: Maybe she's a necrophiliac
Me: WHY'S IT HARD?? LOL

Me: *Having trouble with hiccups, ive been battling them for like...just...it was fucking ridiccuolous*
*eventuall*
Becca: Are you gonna bE ok?
ME:don't worryI got this shit*holds breath*
...
...
Me:got it*hic DAMMIT!!!

*Whilst in the Poconos...*
Dom: How many pizzas should we get?
Me: Well how many peices is everyone gonna eat?
Richard: Well...I'm going to eat 2-3 slices...Jimmy's gonna eat 2-3 slices cause he's a fatass..
*Dom and I stare at richard*
Both: Do you even realize what you said?
Richard: What? Me? No.

*One night(still in the poconos) Krystyna stumbles into the house drunk and says...*
Krystyna: I'm not just saying this cause I'm drunk....but this rocking chair has been purposely attacking me for that past five days...
Me: Krystyna....you've been drunk for the past 5 days...

*Fourth of July, watching fireworks with Dom and Jimmy*
All: ooh~
*single firework goes off*
Jimmy: My eyes are lagging!
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GhostlyPastels Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
HEY IN YOUR HUMAN CULTURE I WOULD HAVE TO SAY A VALENTINES POEM OR WHATEVER!

AHEM!ROSES ARE RED VIOLETS ARE BLUE 
IN TROLL CULTURE I'M F*CKING FLUSHED FOR YOU!

KARKAT VANTAS-


((PLEASE tag this :3 have a late valentines day~))

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^W^ I got tagged, and so I have tagged you. :3 Happy (late) Valentine's Day. 
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Rainfire02 Featured By Owner Feb 16, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
baww c:
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GhostlyPastels Featured By Owner Feb 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks for the favorite!~ :meow: 
Also, *hugs*
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Rainfire02 Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
hehe!
*hugs back*
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GhostlyPastels Featured By Owner Feb 4, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yaaay~ All the hugs :D
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pluckysnail Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Student General Artist
yo are you rainfire221 from youtube because if you are hello its dawnstar98 5 years later and boy howdy we have both improved 
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Rainfire02 Featured By Owner Jul 15, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
I am rainfire 221 I unforetuneately dont remeber you but ill look through you gallery maybe something will remind me
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pluckysnail Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2014  Student General Artist
aw man, yeah nothing from here will remind you i dont have any wc stuff on here. maybe ill draw my fursona and post it. but i dont blame you haha it was like a billion years ago 
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Rainfire02 Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
You should deff put your fursona up that outta make me remember!
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meijinmegane Featured By Owner May 17, 2014  Student General Artist
IVE FINALLY MADE MY ACCOUNT HECK YES
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