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Tonight, while eating out with just my mom and I, I was talking ot her about another bag request(she sews bags and i have my friends pay $50 for them) adn she cuts off with something about what Shannon drew. Apparantly, they ordered a WhinnieThePooh movie and watched it without me(Kinda made me feel a lil sad but i brushed it off) then she says that Shannon copied one of the pooh's on the cover of the case and apparantly it was 'really fucking good'.
in fact.
its was SO DAMN GOOD my mother was saying how she wants to enlargen it and put it into a fucking QUILT.
a quilt...a FUCKIING QUILT!!!
Why is it that I try so GODDAMN hard to get you to notice me adn nothing seems to FUCKING WORK? I'm the real artist here! I make my crap up from the top of my head! Shannon only copies that shit! she LITERALLY TRACES HER STUFF.
ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT. For YEARS I've been improving my artwork because I wanted her to do soemthing else than "mm, cool" while not even fucking LOOKING. I try so fucking hard and its all for nothing. well FUCK YOU TOO. I know ill probably get over it soon but, im sick and tired of alwasy trying to get her to look in my direction..
in fact.
its was SO DAMN GOOD my mother was saying how she wants to enlargen it and put it into a fucking QUILT.
a quilt...a FUCKIING QUILT!!!
Why is it that I try so GODDAMN hard to get you to notice me adn nothing seems to FUCKING WORK? I'm the real artist here! I make my crap up from the top of my head! Shannon only copies that shit! she LITERALLY TRACES HER STUFF.
ITS FUCKING BULLSHIT. For YEARS I've been improving my artwork because I wanted her to do soemthing else than "mm, cool" while not even fucking LOOKING. I try so fucking hard and its all for nothing. well FUCK YOU TOO. I know ill probably get over it soon but, im sick and tired of alwasy trying to get her to look in my direction..
After The Beep
Oh man, where do I start.
So I kinda fell off the face of this site, twice? three times? Maybe I'll do a little re-cap of the last...7 years or so lol.
So I used to draw, A LOT. Like, spend all day/night drawing. Then I got into alcohol/weed and that made me feel better than drawing, so I kinda slowly stopped drawing for a long while. I'd spend weeks stoned/drunk out of my mind with people I thought were my friends, newsflash, they weren't. A couple years ago I just assumed everyone here had left, so I made an instagram for my little crummy doodles. I met my wonderful fiancee a couple years ago, who opened my eyes up to a lot. I mean, befor
whoops
It's been a while. I can't remember where I left off. Let's see...
:bulletblue:Turns out I'm a gay piece of shit and I have a girlfriend who has been such a big help for me emotionally and mentally.
:bulletblue: I have a new job that doesn't pay me enough to survive and I'm working on putting things together as to why I deserve a raise.
:bulletblue: I realize that most of my issues are not because I was born broken, but because my family broke me and I was blind to it all my life.
:bulletblue: I'm terrified of my 6'2" 230lb 27yr old brother, and he recently proposed to his gf and I'm terrified for her.
:bulletblue: my gf and I are living toge
I'll Be Honest
I may have come back but I'm not posting as frequently on here as I am on other sites. I have a tumblr for art (@overdosed-on-caffine) and also an Instagram (overdosed (https://www.deviantart.com/overdosed)_on_caffine) for art (i also have an insta for shits and giggles but i won't tell you ubless you really want it).
I've heard recently that dA has some weird rule that w/e you post on here is theres, so they can sell it and make a profit without telling you? Idk how much of this is true, nor do I really think they'll be taking my art lol, still seems sketchy to me...
Plus uploading onto dA mobile is...weird and slightly frustrating...
SO
if you have a tumblr or an instagram! Fe
Field Trip Q n A..?
I'm going on some big dumb drive for 13 hours to pick up some jerk I don't care about but my friend made me promise to go with him.
He got hit by a deer lasttime and is spooked by it and doesn't want to go alone...i know right?
anyways!
ask me questions while I'm trapped! Ask anything! personal stuff, important stuff, life changing stuff, silly stuff, math stuff(I won't be able to answer it correctly I bet), etc!
whatever you ask me I shall make a little paper doodle in response and post it!
If you want to be anon about your question then you can send it to me as a note or w/e you wanna do!
I don't expect too much from this honestly, bu
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then if she really doesn't care, ignore her and she will start to wonder why your ignoring her, then tell her why