I don't know what to title this as

I honestly can't draw, or write, and i can't even come up with a title for a jounal post...

but its not a bad thing. this is gonna sound stupid and not like me but..

damn..I love my boyfriend so much. Honestly, he makes me feel different, he makes me feel safer, and he makes me feel alot of other things :I and i want to draw but I can't think of what to draw! soo many things are flying by and once i can get a grip of one image it melts into another! I'm gonna have to wait until this storm of images ends..

also.
2 weeks notice? member I was gonna quit my job? nope. I walk in the next day my manager, (I have 3 btw) comes up to me and says,
"Why are you tyring to leave me Emma?"
"I can't stand people.."
"Customers? You're gonna have that no matter where you go honey."
" I know that! but atleast nothing will be as bad at a waitress..."
"...where gonna have a talk later..but not right now im ready to kill someone."

so then when i cam in next week we had a talk. so my one manager, Nette is recently married to another manager, Jeff...
Nette and Jeff practically begged me to stay without saying "please stay" They were asking me questions like, "Whose bothering you? Do you need more days off? You're good with the customers! you shouldn't leave!(i knwo this one's not a question...shhh)"

so I simply said, "Forgive me?" and Nette laughed and said "yes"
so now im working as a crummy waitress still. im not going to lie, i wouldve missed some of the people i work iwth. especially nette. but i guess im just going to have to suck it up till i can actually get another job.

hold onto your hats folks.